I feel tired.
Tired and empty.
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Then again, that's nothing new.
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taking advantage of the free journal skin thing.
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I've been watching The Slayers.
I like Zelgadis.
He's a chimera with a rather tragic story. See, he used to be human, and wanted to help Rezo- the red priest- get his sight, since Rezo is blind. So one day, Zelgadis was training in the woods with his sword saying to himself that he wanted to become stronger, in order to protect Rezo who has done so many great things for so many people. Falling back in exhaustion, he sees that Rezo has been watching him from the other side of the clearing. Rezo tells him that he will grant Zel's wish to become stronger, and does this creepy dark magic thing that turns Zelgadis into a three part chimera- Human, Golem, and Brau Demon. (Basically, Zel has rock-hard (blue-ish) skin with pebbles in various places, and wire hair. He hates it)
Later we find out that after Zel was turned into a chimera, he was walking through the city and some kids came running past him. One of them bumps into him and he asks if the kid is okay. the kid says yeah, he's fine, but then looks up at Zel's face and he and his two friends flips out. Zel try to pull his mask back up, but it's too late, the stupid kids all run away screaming 'monster' and Zel is left standing there, looking emo and depressed as a dramatic breeze ruffles his cape.
Yes. Every one who is even the slightest bit important to the anime has a ridiculous outfit consisting of bright colors and a cape of some sort.
Zel has snazzy purple hair too. (actually it's more like a lavender color)
Anyways-
I really wanted to give him a hug. But seeing as I have not gained the ability to reach into the computer screen, I am left fantasizing about fictional characters, who will never actually come to take me away.
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Yes, I do end up having actual crushes on fictional characters.
No, no real-life 'reality' boy has ever asked me out. ever. Sad to say I still wonder why.
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I've had a fetish for hot emo boys lately. Zexion included. Especially since I have the kingdom hearts game- 358/2 days.
hee hee, Zexion's book can eat things.
I love the game though, Not for fights, but for the graphics and story.
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Also i've suddenly gotten better at taking shots.
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Well, I think that's it for now.
Hope this made up for me not being on in a month.